
No conversation… no sex… I realized that we, a couple who hadn’t even slept in the same bed, felt cold. I wanted to shorten the distance as much as possible… I couldn’t achieve that desire, and I lived a married life like roommates. One day when I participated in an alumni event for a change of pace, I met my ex-boyfriend who had been transferred abroad for the first time in a long while. I pretended to be calm, but I couldn’t control my growing feelings because I drank too much alcohol. I lied to my husband for the first time and spent the night with him.